abnormality
abnormal. abnormal. abnormal results and a quick phone call with details you can't understand because you're sitting indian style in someone else's room while your new love is passing notes that are asking WTMF? and you hang up almost assured but not at all when you try relaying the information. It cannot be true! you spend the last four years of your life giving your body to only those you trust and now you are a few years shy of cancers. and you don't know why you didn't leave someone unfaithful, why you were so stupid. you don't know what to tell this amazing set of brown eyes staring at you, gripping your body, because neither know what the fuck to say or do. it's so common, it's normal, it's not like syphilis or something but it's wrong, it's fucking wrong.
ehahehahehaheh howve you beeeen.